@blackalice: My mum used to be like that till i forced her into a hug, now she can't get enough of my hugs, hope that happens for you.
I will always say its worth trying, maybe not 10 years, but a little while longer, you really never know, it may work out how you want. I want out now, but for the sake of my kiddies i am going to try and stick it for another 5 years, youngest will be 16 then and they will all better understand. I can live for me then, not for them, does that make sense, they are my everything, they always come first.
@CafeeDomminite:D: oh hun, that's really sad, though I know exactly how you feel, as I'm deciding whether to endure this misery, for another 10 years and hope for change, or be brave and possibly alot happier.He probably does love you loads, but can't show it, my mum is like that, she's never said I love you or cuddled me, but you are so huggy and kind and understanding, that I'd have thought it would be easy to safely show you love, knowing it will be reciprocated.I know my mum loves me, and I just have to accept her as she is.Yes the lyrics realllllly mean alot to me at the moment. xx
@CafeeDomminite:D: Cathy, you are worth so much more than that. You deserve to be loved fully. Holding hands, hugs, cuddles, etc. are all a part of love. You deserve to be truly happy.
On the 17th of August i should be happily celebrating a massive 20 years together with my other half. We have been together since i was 17. Everyone around me doesn't like him. but me being me has never wanted to give up, i always strive to win, but,
He is never going to ask me to marry him.
He is never going to cuddle up to me on the sofa.
He is never going to hold my hand walking down the street.
He is always going to be my complete opposite.
He is always going to be lazy.
He will always put himself first.
He will never surprise me with flowers, or a love note, anything that would signify he loves me.
It has only just hit me how much these words in this song reflect how i feel. I have tried for many years to believe the best in him, that one day he would grow up and become a man (I fell for his cute can't do things himselfness), But its just never going to happen, the only good thing is our babies. Theres so much i've missed out. But yeah i still lost, i am lost, i will always lose this battle in hoping he does actually love me. Sorry, just had to get this out.
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Moonlight'shadow // February 03, 2012 6:45:19 AM UTC
beautiful strings n piano
Moonlight'shadow // February 03, 2012 6:44:48 AM UTC
beautiful strings n piano
Kimberlinae1 // November 07, 2011 10:56:01 AM UTC
Awesome voice.......what else is to be said?
CafeeDomminite:D // July 31, 2011 1:24:38 AM UTC
@blackalice: My mum used to be like that till i forced her into a hug, now she can't get enough of my hugs, hope that happens for you.
I will always say its worth trying, maybe not 10 years, but a little while longer, you really never know, it may work out how you want. I want out now, but for the sake of my kiddies i am going to try and stick it for another 5 years, youngest will be 16 then and they will all better understand. I can live for me then, not for them, does that make sense, they are my everything, they always come first.
blackalice // July 30, 2011 4:13:55 PM UTC
@CafeeDomminite:D: oh hun, that's really sad, though I know exactly how you feel, as I'm deciding whether to endure this misery, for another 10 years and hope for change, or be brave and possibly alot happier.He probably does love you loads, but can't show it, my mum is like that, she's never said I love you or cuddled me, but you are so huggy and kind and understanding, that I'd have thought it would be easy to safely show you love, knowing it will be reciprocated.I know my mum loves me, and I just have to accept her as she is.Yes the lyrics realllllly mean alot to me at the moment. xx
CafeeDomminite:D // July 30, 2011 8:50:23 AM UTC
@Sarah Jayne: Your such a sweetheart, but if i deserved it, surely i'd have it, especially after so long. Love you honey xxxx
Sarah Jayne // July 30, 2011 2:02:33 AM UTC
@CafeeDomminite:D: Cathy, you are worth so much more than that. You deserve to be loved fully. Holding hands, hugs, cuddles, etc. are all a part of love. You deserve to be truly happy.
CafeeDomminite:D // July 29, 2011 11:31:03 PM UTC
On the 17th of August i should be happily celebrating a massive 20 years together with my other half. We have been together since i was 17. Everyone around me doesn't like him. but me being me has never wanted to give up, i always strive to win, but,
He is never going to ask me to marry him. He is never going to cuddle up to me on the sofa. He is never going to hold my hand walking down the street. He is always going to be my complete opposite. He is always going to be lazy. He will always put himself first. He will never surprise me with flowers, or a love note, anything that would signify he loves me.
It has only just hit me how much these words in this song reflect how i feel. I have tried for many years to believe the best in him, that one day he would grow up and become a man (I fell for his cute can't do things himselfness), But its just never going to happen, the only good thing is our babies. Theres so much i've missed out. But yeah i still lost, i am lost, i will always lose this battle in hoping he does actually love me. Sorry, just had to get this out.
blackalice // July 09, 2011 10:23:22 AM UTC
oh good God, that is beautiful
bec_ca // June 06, 2011 11:07:24 AM UTC
:)
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